Clenching

It’s only in
dreams I’m reminded
I remember once
clenching my eyes
shut to blind
myself from pain
but now open
all I see
is magnificent beauty
and my madness
is left for
when I sleep
and I can’t
even defend myself

Soliloquy

So long ago 
all the players
now have exited
and I and
it a soliloquy
practiced and rehearsed
ready to go
and cut at
the last minute
my one moment
now a mystery
of man’s misery
making a memory

Housework

Get it in
get it out
get it done
which is why
I loved early
so that now
I can remember
without feeling guilty
love is housework

Blessed

I live a life
of prosperity and abundance
this doesn’t assure me
that I’ll have everything
that I’ve ever wanted
but what it does
is give me the
opportunity to be grateful
for what I do

Trope

None left
but me
looking around
where’d they
all go
the same
feeling turned
to trope
whereas before
it was
troublesome this
notion now
of being
the last
brings with
it a
certain comfort
for lonely
can only
wail when
others might
be able
to hear