Letters (to Bean)

A to Z

Are just letters

Unionized forming words

Punctuated into thoughts

And bled here

Then folded neatly

Sealed and posted

Opened and read

Languidly in hammocks

Rushed at work

Your eyes only

Understand these things

Even though I

Don’t say them

But pen them

Always to you

Scandinavia

In my darkness

He offers laughter

From a far

Off place alone

Like a knife

On crystal stemware

Its clear tone

Pulls me out

Of my solitude

Like a dog

Which seemingly understands

His teasing jokes

About Swedish meatballs

Brings some joy

To me lightly

You do know

OneWayStreets

Fine I am

Fine I’ll be

A bit weathered

Some what weary

Now more cautious

Looking both ways

On one-way streets

It is still

Possible to be

Mowed down by

Some one reckless

Disobeying the signs

Law and propriety

I’ll just wait

Until the rush

Is finally over

To step foot

Again into the

Chaos of love

ForMe

It is time

Setting aside those

Focusing on myself

This is difficult

I’ve always been

Service to others

Everyone needs help

At one time

But for me

I never knew

It’s my turn

Alone I am

With the words

And the rain

Wondering at last

What this dawn

Will look like

Refocused

I’ve only ever

Loved one other

In my lifetime

The same way

Neither ever ended

They simply stopped

Like a car

Out of gas

Now on foot

I no longer

Miss that car

Instead enjoying things

I missed outside

When alone inside

Life slows down

When alone walking

And breathing air

It’s nighttime though

That worries me

When everything’s asleep

Everything but me