Letters (to Bean)

When I write

These to you

You have said

It’s like whispers

In the dark

Or notes slipped

Quietly to you

During the day

Reminding you that

I am thinking

Only of you

And simply that

No one else

Will ever know

The secrets contained

Between these lines

Truth (to Bean)

Burdened like boughs

Laden by late

April snow bending

But not snapping

Truth lies heavily

Often shed quietly

During those darkest

Moments of outrage

Difficult to lift

Impossible to sweep

It remains there

Until the sun

Once again breaks

Warming me knowing

What you said

You said lovingly

Not from spite

Nor from injury

Simply because you

You of all

Trusted I’d listen

MomChildren (to Bean)

Away you are

With the few

You hold dearest

Lounging languidly now

Snacking on fruits

And sweet vegetables

A lake lays

Before you there

Forests and valleys

Enjoy your time

With those three

Miracles of yours

I know they

Make you happier

Than any other

Anguish

Every so often

I venture downstairs

To that room

Where the things

Are all hidden

Candle in hand

I rummage through

Times long ago

Push aside some

Let others go

Until I spy

That one thing

Which causes me

The most anguish

For it’s only

There in that

That I remember

What I’d lost

Then tucked away

It goes again

In the hope

That one day

I’ll forget it

Along with you

Bathing (to Bean)

Your smile radiates

Like space heaters

On cold mornings

Quickly switched on

Throwing its heat

And enveloping me

Your deep brown

Slightly slanted eyes

Are like candles

In dark rooms

Drawing me closer

Your glow hovers

Like delicate halos

I shall not

Speak of bodies

For that I

Do not see

When upon you

I gaze bathing