Like a smudgy

Window thrown open

To let in

The spring breeze

So go I

This morn before

I was coated

By years of

Uncertainty and desperation

Grasping onto the

Last few limbs

Of a life

I thought I’d

Had falling into

The darkened abyss

I don’t know

Where to land

But land I

Shall in a

New world absent

The burdens of

The last and

Free to love

Whomever I choose