Holidays

Like a child

Mesmerized by his

Bounty of gifts

Stacked beneath the

Tree or like

The guests intoxicated

By the wafting

Aromas of turkey

Stuffing yams and

Pie billowing from

Warm kitchens dreaming

Of pants busting

Meals I am

Thinking of you

On this particularly

Cold Carolina morning

Sunlight (to Josh)

And there it

Was my future

Piercing through the

Heavy canopies of

My past illuminating

My path with

Each step out

Of the darkness

It led me

To a glen

Brimming with possibilities

Which are you

My solemn darkness

Or my sunlight

ThisIsYou

Imagine if you

Will being born

One way and

Suddenly realizing that

You’re really something

Very very else

Like a wolf

Raised as a

Wolf and then

Discovering that you

Are a lamb

Upon which to

Feed instead of

Being the one

To be fed

This is you

My dear boy

TowardsMe

And from afar

A whisper echoed

I’d like to

See you soon

Funny thing is

I answered is

That I’ve been

Here all along

It’s just that

You’ve been looking

In every direction

Except towards me

HeMe

Asleep he is

Next to me

Dreaming about other

Things than me

Am I the

Lucky one looking

Upon him here

Or is he

Free of me