YouBean

I just saw a

Photo of someone else

Who I thought was

You but I knew

Wasn’t but the pangs

Of missing you reminded

Me of just how

Much I really do

Class

I could teach a

Master class in loving

Having done it often

But damn each time

That I finally learn

One I either pass

Or fail I guess

That learning to love

Is something that no

One ever graduates from

Because each new person

Is its own subject

Distance

Why oh why for

God’s sake why why

Are the best ones

Always so far away

Is it that distance

Denies what might be

Loving at arms length

Maybe when they’re there

The idea of here

Of actual intimacy of

The hot and cold

Of our running water

Remains what it is

And not the tepid

Temperature that relationships become

*Sigh

And just like that

It happened the hope

That had been buried

Deep in the ground

Erupted in yellows reds

Blues and pure whites

Like a cascade of

Spring flowers all yawning

Saying here I am

As promised after winters

Heavy blanket of loneliness

But will anyone notice

Oh hey hi there

Stop that it tickles

And then snap pluck

And off I go

Once again someone’s bouquet

*sigh

Trust

It’s hard to find

The good in people

When goodness itself is

Based solely on trust

If we can’t believe

Yet ridicule our poorest

Begging for scraps how

Can we ever trust

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