Trees

I see relationships as
a snapshot of a
particular moment with particular
people who through some
miracle of place and
time were at the
right moment I don’t
believe that they were
meant to last forever
Relationships are seasonal things
if one were to
think of one’s life
as that of trees

I’mGoingToHeaven

I’m tired of hotels 
having lived in four
in these four months
it might seem glamorous
to some living the
hotel life but for
me it is grinding
like living in purgatory
waiting for sins to
be calculated waiting wondering
with so many strangers
all of us strangers
but me yesterday I
got the call finally
to move to Heaven
a small apartment overlooking
Denver and the mountains

Keys

I have keys in
my pocket who knew
that keys could make
someone so incredibly happy
Keys these are keys
keys unlocking things keeping
away from others things
Keys keys to the
heart keys to the
soul keys I have keys
keys
after all of that
after years and years
and years of disappointment
after years of believing
of pretending and hoping
after years of figuring
and years of saving
after all of that
I have my keys

Dream

I am learning that 
There are dreams and
Then there are dreams
The dreams which most
Have are dreams which
Never come true and
Then there are dreams
That are really destinies
Those dreams are the
Hardest and require the
Most so much more
Most that they become
Life and not fantasy

Words

I have lots on
My mind the least
Of which are words
Or my words actually
While I wait upon
The words from another