River

Oh why oh why 
do I keep going
back to the same
river bed knowing that
for a year the
water hasn’t flowed there
and what once cold
and clear and filled
with waves and serenity
now lays dry and
barren what oh what
do I hope to
find there as it’s
now not a river
but a bridge leading
nowhere I do remember
coming here when young
and wading through waxy
reeds into thigh-high water
to catch a glimpse
of the life beneath
and yet and now
nothing not even my
youthful reflection nay the
river still reflects now
the rocks being me

ThreeHalfSisters

Peace calm and serenity 
like three half sisters
avoid most of us
until late in life
late in life when
deep sighs and memories
replace adventures and battle
cries things to prove
and places to go
these three half sisters
appear from the mist
of our most broken
never have been’s and
never ever will be’s
the three half sisters
only ever carry mirrors
reflecting to only us
what all we did
and what we didn’t
and what there is
now left to do

Good

Life lived experience gained 
all is only good
imagine that all being
good imagine if we
accepted that everything no
matter its outcome is
good
Imagine what our lives
could be like imagine
good just as everything
failure good success good
broken hearts good too
What if all is
too good to imagine
good

WhenOhWhen

When did we become 
a society of onlookers
and gapers with yappers
as loud as megaphones
and pointing accusing fingers
as pointed as a
sharp stick when did
we stop the cheers
and start the jeers
what happened to us
to actually hope no
not hope but plan
someone else’s misfortune in
order to elevate our
own fortune when did
winning stop being better
than our opponents and
become more about convincing
that we are rather than
showing that we are
we’ve become a society
of cowards and children
entitled brats who believe
that everyone else owes
them simply by being
alive we are doomed
if this is where
we are headed and
if we have not
already arrived in Hell

Again

I won’t do that 
again after having just
done it again again
what is it about
again what gripping hold
does again have on
me that when again
pops its head up
I look and consider
when I should look
away run the other
direction shield my eyes
from Medusa’s curiosity dead
for after again comes
the bitter gagging guilt
and my now well
known and often recited
and no longer believed
that I will never
but always will do
that ever again again