I know I 
knew I know 
that I did
but somewhere in 
between sometimes somebody 
did something else 
and the know 
became the knew
and the now 
became the next

Oh this 
has been 
great fun
finding again 
these things 
that so
long ago 
that I 
now this 
seems new
funny this
the love 
of things 
in time 

I see
the men
in my
life as
good but 
as trailers 
for the 
next soon
to be 
released upcoming 
blockbuster attraction 
grab popcorn 
it’s sure
to be 
a thriller 

One’s value 
is never 
measured by
success but
rather the 
mistakes made
for those 
are the 
font of 
our baptism 

I want 
to kiss
the lips
I know 
and not
the lips
I don’t 
is this 
then what 
they mean 
by missing
I’m missing 
the kissing 
that’s all