InSleep (to Bean)

You have no idea

What I see

When you’re asleep

I see you

Unblemished how I

Want you to

Be this pure

Thing that I

Want to admire

And yet the

Closest that I

Get to you

Is in sleep

LoveForever

I don’t love

In order to

Be loved I

Love to love

And once even

If we stop

Loving I will

Always love simply

Because you are

Now in my

Heart and it’s

There that you

Shall forever stay

NowNothing

If you did

Just once more

Ever say that

You did would

I then would

I also say

Or simply break

Into another million

Pieces once again

Perhaps this time

Whatever it is

It is better

To not be

Whatever it is

It might be

And leave it

Be what it

Is now nothing

WhatWhatNow

And then when

Our love became

The game tug-of-war

And rather than

Pulling you into

The muddy pit

That we’d become

I simply let

Go of the

Rope and surrendered

And we stood

There staring and

Wondering why

And when and

How and now

What what now

HereByMe

Where do you

Go when I’m

No longer thinking

About you what

Happens to you

When I don’t

Remember what you

Sound like you

Must go somewhere

Anywhere but here

Disappearing like sand

Foot prints out

To sea you

Go with all

The others to

Be free with

All of them

No longer held

Here by me