ThatLittleLump (to Bean)

Sometimes we can’t shake

The shambles that we

Left something in it’s

Impossible to clean house

Completely when you know

That there’s a bin

Filled with painful memories

Tucked in some corner

I have to steely

Myself to even approach

Much less open it

What I want to

Avoid is the tsunami

Of emotion I know

Is coming I want

To flee rather than

Confront I want to

Dismiss to hide things

Under the rug of

My life and pretend

That the little lump

At the far corner

Is not in fact

The beating heart of

Someone that I loved

So many years ago

GoodbyeBean

And out it came

Like lava from a

Freshly opened fissure spewing

Words and things that

I never knew existed

Until I actually spoke

Years of bridled anger

Of enough is enough

Of the arguments I

Never made of the

Goodbye I never said

Because you left you

Left you left me

Holding all of this

Well now it’s yours

LoveChanged

There always was goodness

When we were together

But apart tragedy struck

Both of us differently

And now rather than

Comparing similarities which complimented

Like salt pepper espresso

Sugar Pinot and ribeye

We’re comparing our misfortunes

Stacking one against the

Other trying to see

Who has suffered most

This is what love

Looks like amongst the

Decayed and the dying

1-800-LOVE

How does one tell

Between a blessing and

A curse could one

Be the other depending

Could one have been

But now not really

Do I take this

Up with Heaven or

With Hell can I

Return something that’s slightly

Worn but doesn’t fit

Anymore does anyone have

Love’s customer service number

NoRoomForDessert

Right before I step

Forward my past steps

In front of me

The reason why I

Am even here now

It is too late

For your dessert now

It’s on the house

So since it’s free

I’m supposed to what

Indulge maybe over indulge

No my sweet you

Promised to be dinner

And now that I’m

Finished I simply have

No room for you