MissingSomething

I am not looking

For anything of course

That is until I

Do stumble upon it

Realizing it was missing

And how did I

Ever do without it

MealTime

And like a

Stew that I’ve

Carefully concocted having

Tossed everything into

Carrots for color

Like my kisses

Potatoes for body

Like my promises

And chunky beef

Like my body

I’ve decided now

To put us

On the back

Burner on simmer

Letting us cool

And taking smaller

Portions in the

Hopes that it

Will last longer

WantingNeeding (for Java)

I just knew

Which is why

I didn’t want

I didn’t want

To eventually know

Because I knew

That this knowing

Would be worse

Than never knowing

And sometimes wondering

Is often adequate

Wondering fuels wanting

Whereas knowing only

Ignites the needing

And once needing

Something knowing and

Wondering and wanting

Aren’t ever enough

HometownsAndLovers

I know this

Because I have

Known this before

So many times

Before feeling this

The feeling of

Missing something removed

Hometowns and lovers

Are the same

Places where one

Finds such comfort

And fond memories

Of silly adventures

And intimate discovery

Of first times

And last times

And the worst

Times of all

Those times of

Good byes and

See you soons

Hometowns and lovers

I miss you

Both so much

Waiter (to Jay)

And so I

Showed you things

Let you feel

Some touch some

I explained things

Answered your questions

And you grew

You began thinking

Anticipating and handling

You began wanting

Instead of needing

You learned choice

Instead of accept

It’s not me

It’s only ever

Been about you

I’m the waiter

Serving you your

World one course

At a time