Alone

Relationships are my

Blind spot I

Simply pour myself

Like syrup on

Pancakes heavily sweet

Onto them getting

Consumed then discarded

Alone I’d rather

Be for me

The relationship with

Me I know

Well but others

Oh no not

That let me

Be joyously alone

Firsts

I always thought

That the first

Was the start

Of many others

The first date

That first kiss

The first undressing

But now it

Seems that the

First is also

The unfortunate end

A set of

Ones never to

Be repeated divisible

By itself and

Like me alone

FriendsRedux

I knew immediately

After felt the

Change no longer

Wandering and wanton

Your hand simply

Curled in mine

Unmoving not exploring

More out of

Respect not affection

Short lived we

Are like a

Firecracker all pop

Now fizz you

Don’t need to

Say anything your

Silence is deafening

Friends I guess

Now we are

AgainIceCream

I didn’t want

A lover so

My disappointment is

Minor oh yes

We played house

And created a

World but then

I realized that

You’re distracted with

Your own life

And me just

A treat like

Ice cream upon

Which to lick

ThereAlso

It’s the silence

That bothers me

Like mice picking

Away at slumber

The thoughts come

So what if

And who cares

Dreams not peaceful

Filled with questions

Like a child

Unprepared for school

I sit wondering

Where’d you go

That I wouldn’t

Be there also