Surrender (to Bean)

We think

By virtue

Of our

Own thoughts

That we

Know best

We keep

Ourselves away

From things

We want

Because we

Think better

But what

If we

Didn’t really

Know if

Maybe life

Exists wholly

In surrender

Sharing (to Bean)

As a

Child I

Wasn’t allowed

To play

With others

Simply because

I couldn’t

Refusing to

Share what

I’d had

And now

Even older

I am

Learning to

Remove my

Protective arms

From around

My treasures

Thus allowing

Others to

Play with

Them too

DearBean

It’s a

Simple thing

Something for

You to

Keep wrapped

In some

Paper and

Tucked away

For those

Chilly and

Rainy November

Nights when

Fallen leaves

Decoupage the

Streets and

Stick to

The bottoms

Of shoes

Don’t expect

Much really

It’s just

A bit

Of me

For you

In words

Like these

Dear Bean

Contagious (to Bean)

My last

Love affair

Certainly built

My resistance

To love

But once

I saw

You I

Knew that

No matter

My inoculation

I would

Soon once

Again show

Those gnawing

Symptoms that

Rash that

Flush those

Sweats and

Knew right

There that

You were

Simply contagious

Near (to Bean)

I don’t

Need you

Near just

Need to

Know that

You are

Wherever you

Are that

It’s me

That you

Think about

Or remember

Because it’s

There in

Your heart

That I

Will always

Be closer

To you

Than near