UghYuckBleh

Someone tell me why

I forget my nose

Until it is stuffy

Or why I ignore

My throat until it’s

Scratchy or my lungs

Until they are filled

With little green goblins

Ugh I hate being

Sick I am the

Biggest baby of all

*achoo sniffle sniffle cough

AFoolsDeath

Mortality visited me

Bringing with him

A box which

Contained my tribulations

Inside I found

My years of

Carelessness and frivolity

Snapshots of drunken

Wanton and dangerous

Behaviors gluttony and

Prideful arrogance men

Discarded as phone

Numbers and unkept

Promises to meet

I asked him

What are these

He quietly replied

These are your

Organs if they

Could talk saying

That they’re tired

Of supporting your

Evil ways Oh

So now Now

He said change

To live or

Die a fools

Death and then

He was gone

YouAndDebussy (for Christopher)

And while listening

To Debussy’s Nocturne

I couldn’t help

But think of

You

It floated above

Me

Like doves freed

From a cage

And bathed me

In calmness just

Like your voice

Me (to Bean)

Standing before you

Naked not unclothed

But only truthful

Does not take

Courage but trust

To see me

Like this just

As I am

Places my self

In your hands

Either drop me

Flailing like fish

Or hold me

Like your own

I’d rather you

See me thus

For whatever else

You imagine you

See I simply

Cannot undo any

Easier than placing

The fallen rain

Back into clouds

Alzheimer

What is it

Like to not

Remember to lose

Those things held

So dear or

Is it simply

The reference point

Which we lose

Do we miss

What’s gone if

We can’t remember

It being there

Or does its

Absence simply

Mean that there’s

Room for more

Even a door

Feels the pain

Of constant knocking

When it remains

Closed to everything