EyesSmile (to Ivis)

It was three

Things that invited

Me to you

Your eyes your

Smile and your

Honesty yes by

What you said

But more by

The honesty of

Your smile and

Of your eyes

They speak louder

Than the words

HurtfulHolidays

Holidays are cruel

Too many memories

Of love curdled

Long lost ornaments

Yellowed wrapping paper

And time tinged

Ribbon joy and

Gleeful laughter now

Go silent fallen

In love married

Now all gone

One last hurdle

In loves steeplechase

Our anniversary will

It trip me

Sending me once

Again to stumble

Or will I

Clear it finally

And trot on

HappyNewYear (to You)

And so I

Start the year

New single alone

A place of

Focus and strength

Rebirth and humility

Humanity and compassion

Hope and love

I know that

This year will

Be a better

Year than before

Because you’re all

Still in it

Happy New Year

Dreaming

And with one

Hand I pulled

Myself from sleep

For with the

Other I was

Holding you there

Unsure which was

The nightmare here

Awake and alone

Or there asleep

Knowing that you

Were the one

Dreaming of me

RetreatAgain

Standing atop the

Hill of battle

Surveying the carnage

And self destruction

I decide to

Stop with what

I have left

Men are formidable

Foes cunning strategic

Strangers in everything

Including love war

And simply life

No war or

Love was ever

Won without retreat

For many have

Fallen except me

I stand alone