Refocused

I’ve only ever

Loved one other

In my lifetime

The same way

Neither ever ended

They simply stopped

Like a car

Out of gas

Now on foot

I no longer

Miss that car

Instead enjoying things

I missed outside

When alone inside

Life slows down

When alone walking

And breathing air

It’s nighttime though

That worries me

When everything’s asleep

Everything but me

SundayMorn (to Bean)

The East glows

This morning like

Far off bonfires

Igniting blue skies

Faint pink rouged

Clouds hang high

Like dangling earrings

Catching breaking dawn

Humid chill prompts

Up turned collar

As I sip

Coffee outside our

Little NoDa apartment

Waiting for you

To awaken shivering

Clad in last

Nights fleece pullover

Like many things

We share together

Early morning coffee

The chattering birds

Dawns first light

And dream remembering

Set our tempo

Like daily metronomes

FindingOurselves (to Bean)

Uncurled and unfurled

The road map

Of your life

Lays before me

I am here

And you are

Way over there

How did we

Both get lost

When the last

Time I looked

We were together

I won’t catch-up

If you move

So you must

Either keep going

Apart or come

Back to me

Right where you

Left me before

If you don’t

I will find

My own way

Just as you

Will find yours

Cornermen (to Bean)

Bean you do

Know by now

That which I

Have always known

I am here

You are there

Wherever we are

Recharging ourselves apart

So that we

Remain stronger together

We are each

The others cornerman

At the end

Of the round

Of daily battles

We find our

Place to rest

Taking a moment

Of reflection before

The next day

CharlotteMorn (to Bean)

The early sky

Is grey like

Tepid murky water

Of freshly bathed

Dusty dirty children

It covers everything

Like aging dust

Except for silky

Ribbons of pink

Hanging on horizon

Like fresh negligees

Hung to dry

Distant mid summer

Honey suckle wafts

Sweet delicate fragrance

Like invisible clouds

Of debutantes passing-by

Coffee for me

Coffee for you

Sit patiently steaming

Upon dawns arrival

Stumbling you sit

Next to me

Smiling I think

Like the sun

That is missing

This Charlotte morn