I’m in the hospital: been since
Thursday, the day
my body packed on
seven pounds in two
days. Med. Staff scurry like Lillyputians
upon sleeping Gulliver; all rubber-gloved
hands on deck! Your charge: bee-line
to Admitting forthwith. Cardiac
Floor has custody; such largess traded
for freedom; headboard resembles
cockpit; heart monitor spies
on any movement: feels like house
arrest.
My body threatens
my brain: both had breakdowns
mirroring the other: breakdowns
are my blind spot; mental
and physical illness collapse
beneath rubble of well-being’s
bombardment by remediless
disease.
A short while ago
my brain and my heart
were bright with promise
and smart with life’s storyline.
Today however, I can be found
in the scratch and dent
discounted department.