LittleCanoe (for Bean)

Night came as
night always does
these long hours
stretching like window
sill sitting cats
it’s cold outside
the moon though
full not warm
awake and alone
I move closer
mooring myself to
you little canoe
reminding me that
night will pass
into the morning
when the luxury
of you begins

Secret

You told
having said
you didn’t
I being
a monster
I suppose
best hidden
under stairs
but now
they know
mine have
always known
about you
what now
are we
that we’re
no longer
a well
kept secret

Dreams (to Bean)

I’ve run out 
of dreams that’s
not to say
I don’t dream
but I don’t
dream about things
and places anymore
or where I
want to go
or who I
want to be
is that what
aging does stop
those precious dreams
and replace them
with just living
living a life
just like I
did before before
I had dreams
that came true

Notes

Piano it’s 
always been
what brings
me back
like a
little boy
catching hold
of string
belonging to
a kite
and keeping
it there
a little
while longer

Catty

Sneaking back 
like cat
seeking affection
my kisses
purr tease
morning awake
after laughter
then coffee
we throw
open day
you skitter
I chase
kitten to
teasing string