I have tried 
to be my
own eraser rubbing 
out the mistakes 
of my past 
with such verve 
as to tear
the very paper 
upon which I
wrote my answers 
now I sit
content knowing that 
I did my
best and accept 
that whatever grade
I do get 
is given by 
those self assigned 
as my teachers 

Do not be 
so very sure
for every icicle 
becomes a drip
and every drip
a drink and 
every drink turns 
into an ocean 
one is never 
what one appears 
be it cloud
trickle or drop 

Do not seek 
in order to 
escape for the 
jailman changes shape 
and he will 
always stand in 
front of you 
in fresh disguise 
be it enlightenment 
or even curse 
the only way 
to be free 
from your bonds 
is to face 
them head on 
with intentional self 

Hamsters all running 
on a wheel
going nowhere getting 
no place but 
where they are 
in their minds 
they are except 
for those very 
few who’ve stopped 
and stepped off
and started to 
explore the other 
parts of their 
once small cages 
before but now 
big wide world 

When things become 
anew what once 
was means little 
we don’t remember 
discomfort or despair 
once it’s gone 
we might remember 
how it came 
the little steps 
leading up to 
but not the 
pain for the 
view of new
is always brilliant