JustAsFriends (for Bean)

And it came

Like a cautious

Step on a

Freshly iced pond

His voice from

Afar hesitant tentative

Like the hand

Of a child

To the jowls

Of sleeping dogs

It was not

What I expected

Or dreamed or

Thought it’d be

It was simply

A new stranger

Once again asking

For some time

Absent the cacophony

The bombshell barrage

Of our last

Campaign months ago

It is now

Peace time now

A time to

Collect the dead

And start over

Just as friends

ReIgnition

No matter how

Often I close

The damper memories

Of you somehow

Trail down the

Flue of my

Mind reigniting the

Heartache of you

Catching embers that

Were so close

To being ash

Then erupting to

Full blaze and

Once again scorching

The new growth

That sprouted atop

What was once

You and I

LittleBean

Oh little Bean

Do you read

Me or have

You forgotten me

You live out

There like the

Early sunset of

Autumn too soon

You pop up

Like past due

Notices but where

Do I pay

Text me please

LetgoDie

Do you not

Understand how hard

It is to

Choose nothing rather

Than something knowing

That the two

Of you won’t

Ever be what

You want and

Giving way to

What might be

Rather than clutching

To what isn’t

Let go die

Or start anew

MeanAnything (to boo and bean)

Too many bottles

Too many men

To forget you

Too much wine

Too much weed

To forget you

Why oh why

Won’t you leave

Me alone like

You did two

Fortnight before you

Haunt me us

Is that fair

You with strangers

And with me

With others that

Don’t mean anything