This

This this now 
is my craving
of which I
could share but
no one wants
too busy I
suppose but I
have made time
designed I suppose
my life to
allow for this
and others well
others have not
maybe they will
once they learn
just what their
own this is

Night

This fuzzy time 
before morning has
shaved off last
nights shadow making
next day smooth
I sit think
thank and write
this dark isn’t
so deep more
pencil lead gray
scribbles on a
sheet of paper

Before

Before I couldn’t 
stand the thought
and today I
can’t imagine without
I enjoy this
early last bit
of night after
sleep before morning
if peace had
a place this
is where it
would call home

Every

It’s like this 
almost like this
maybe every morning
washed and brushed
sipping and listening
looking and waiting
for the sun
and then you
to turn and
smile and reach
touch and kiss
join me sipping

Now

In the corner 
a salt crystal
glows its orange
spreading like freshly
spilled milk until
the darkness swallows
leaving behind dust
through which I
go a ghost
to the kitchen
and the living