Wanton

Pardon my ill manners

For I will gobble

And drink wantonly for

I am thirsty and

Hungry but not dying

I am not desperate

I wish to live

Gift

Too often I fear

My aloneness prompts speed

Which often appears as

Desperation but really all

It is is glee

For someone new occurs

To me like a

Wonderfully wrapped gift given

To a child who’s

Unused to being given

Presents where my humility

Overwhelms my own caution

And when I realize

That you’re really mine

I tear you open

Belong

Everyone has something else

To do think about

Be with dream of

Me I have me

To do think about

Be with settle for

Oh just to be

That else for once

To do think about

Be with and have

Then I would belong

Silence

Silence only ever provides

One thing thought thinking

About what was said

Not said maybe said

And usually never said

Silence is the voice

Of reason of hunch

Of decision silence only

Ever comes after and

Thought always comes before

The next thing said

MyLife

How I have chosen

To live my life

Tomorrow will be today

Today will be yesterday

Soon to be over

Only to be remembered

And never be relived

For living things once

Is all they deserve