Often too often
Far too often
I wake alone
As many do
Too I suppose
And in those
First few fleeting
And delicate moments
Those particularly private
Moments I let
Myself feel the
Disappointment of waking
Up alone it
Is then when
I miss you
Most whomever you
Had been then
For me in
That one precious
And precarious moment
The slow strings
Of the day
Started with patience
Until like a
Solo violin played
On some far
Off hill you
Turned to me
With your lilting
Hello sleep well
Actually I didn’t
Looking at you
Now in my
Arms and chest
I missed you
For in my
Dreams you weren’t
And I screamed
At God when
Is it my
Turn when do
I get everything
That You promised
He quietly replied
Selflessness is everything
That I promised
Selfishness brings about
Plagues and fire
And destruction and
Famine and lewdness
Greed and gluttony
Whereas selflessness brings
Comfort and peace
Truth and courage
Humility and clarity
Would you rather
Be the one
That ignites the
Fire or the
One that can
Put it out
If this is
Goodbye then please
Understand that I
Wish you nothing
But the best
Because I do
Believe you deserve
At least that
Much I pray
That you find
Comfort and happiness
Peace and love
And at some
Point in the
Future whether near
Or far just
Know that I’m
Always here right
Where you left
Me as friends
And like dressing
For yet another
Hike I layer
Myself preparing to
Be both naked
When truth and
Disappointment appears from
Behind the clouds
Of suspicion and
Protected when the
Icy winds and
Sleet of compromise
Pelt me on
My way up
The mountains of
Uncertainty but my
Favorite is prairie
When I’m alone
With only myself
T-shirt and shorts
HARLAN DIDRICKSON 