Face

It’s odd

This reflection

Reflecting back

I see

A face

That’s not

My face

I remember

My face

That you

Saw then

But this

This face

No one

Ever sees

My youth

Is gone

Wrinkles replaced

By time

CashedOut

Where’s my forever gone

I blinked it disappeared

Lost in a lifetime

Of love and relationships

Given to others sometimes

As easily as withdrawing

Cash from an ATM

While a few others

A long term investment

That I watched evaporate

During a mid-life crash

And now as I

Stare into my what’s

Left in my piggy

Bank of affection I

Carefully count my pennies

Eggnogs

What’s in eggnog anyway

Or a hot toddy

Oh I do know

How they are made

But what’s in them

Let me tell you

One long delicious lifetime

Of holidays with you

Happy Holidays my love

HappyHappyHolidays!

Now there’s nothing quite

Like some hot cocoa

Snow falling holiday jazz

You wearing sweatpants and

A Ho Ho Ho

Sweater struggling with strands

And strands and STRANDS

Of on now off

Now on now lights

As I watch you

Grow red with frustration

When I suddenly pull

You into my lap

And tell you quietly

Into your throat that

This is my absolute

Favorite part of Christmas

Then

You only ever miss

Something until you can’t

We never really realize

How lucky we are

When we are lucky

We always seem to

Be looking somewhere else

When where we are

And what we’re doing

And who we’re with

Will one day be

Long gone and then

When it’s too late

We will miss now

Then