Heartbreak

I don’t think that

If I write ten

Thousand or a hundred

Ten thousand of poems

Will I ever expunge

The weight of my

Broken heart and only

Upon my own death

Will I at last

Be free and finally

Find loves comfort modicum

Tourists

I imagine that my

Heart is like a

Bus filled with tourists

On their way to

The Vatican each with

It’s own purpose many

To be splendidly wowed

Others for the gelato

A few for blessings

Each elbowing the others

For room some even

Saying mama mia as

They’re pressed like garlic

So many so packed

Believing that there’s something

There at the end

Yuck

Love has a bitter

Aftertaste it lingers and

Like a dog that’s

Just eaten a bug

I spit and wipe

And wretch and gargle

And swish and finally

After the circus has

Left town I can

Once maybe cautiously taste

Love again but with

One eye closed obviously

EyeOfTheHeart

Stuck in the middle

Between hither and nigh

Rock and hard place

The present and past

Squeezed in vices jaws

You simply can’t breathe

There’s that thing over

There that once was

Sweet comfortable and succulent

But has now soured

And this thing here

Plump exciting and promising

Cautious teasing and playful

Turning away from one

And towards the other

Causes a hearts thunderstorm

Cold and warm fronts

Colliding and me the

Kansas town hunkering down

Hoping for the best

WhatOnceWas

There was certainly before

And then there was

When and now there’s

Now and tomorrow might

Be coming but love

Is like water itself

Sometimes rain sometimes monsoon

And the heart a

Creek bed capable hardly

Always able to handle

The deluge of storms

Breaking banks tearing apart

Leaving waste and destruction

Until at last time

Redefines what was once