IAmNot

I’m that last

Child to be

Picked that bruised

Peach at the

Market that broken

Skate and lost

Key at once

Purposed and now

Purposeless I sit

And wait for

Someone to see

Me for what

I can be

Rather than what

I am not

QuiteAnother

And yet again

I am that

Bear the boy

Outgrew the bike

The girl forgot

The letter unopened

And the ornaments

Stowed in attic

I’m the deserted

Baseball field the

Empty beach the

Quiet carnival and

The vacant bigtop

I am alone

Once being something

Now quite another

ComeHome

Sometimes I feel

Like an autumn

Marsh a respite

For birds taking

Refuge in my

Arms as they

Fly onto another

Or a succulent

Blossom sitting pretty

And used for

It’s nectar by

Buzzing plump bumblebees

Oh when will

I be the

Roost or hive

That they return

To after they’re

Finished bobbing about

Growth (to Jay)

There is but

One simple truth

My dear boy

We are either

Growing or we’re

Dying there’s no

Middle ground move

From bear to bike

To car to

Boy and be

Your best self

That’s what you

Have to do

Middle (for Javian)

And like the

Start of one

Thing and the

End of another

Like the warmth

Of summer meeting

The crisp fall

Or the blanket

Of leaves comforted

By snow we

Have met here

In the middle

Of everything else