Just say goodbye 
for God’s sake 
just say it
you said it 
at the airport 
you said it 
in the car 
now say it 
about us too
you might not 
want to or
mean to but 
you have to 
because if you 
won’t I will 

I don’t 
not that 
I didn’t 
once once
but now 
that once 
is since 
I wonder 
when I 
did that 
I did
will I
do I
want to 
do again 

Swoosh and beep
and other noises
outside my window 
greets the day
a din a
cacophony of sounds 
mechanical sighs and 
screams of business 
no butterflies or
birds or wind
nothing of nature 
just man and 
his machines taking 
one from somewhere 
and to another 
people as bots

I’ve said goodbye 
to more people 
than hello shedding 
friends like skin
and now in
this my aloneness 
I finally see
horns or skin
costumes or agendas
places and things 
and even friends 
we do outgrow 
sometimes with sadness 
we leave them 
behind in attic
or basement or 
town or time 

If I am 
looking for another 
then it’s one 
who sees angels 
and not ghosts 
far too many 
see what’s wrong 
whereas I want 
someone who sees 
what is right 
therefore bring me 
a virtuous man 
of the light 
and not dark