The longer
I go
without them
the easier
it is
to go
are love
and sex
really just
such folly
that simply
going without
hurts less
than having
have had
now not
Category: Life
Sadly
This thing
this thing
I am
just like
that thing
that thing
you are
means little
to anyone
to anyone
at all
OneThenTheOther
And now where
I am versus
where I was
a year ago
is nothing short
of life and
death of purgatory
and of Heaven
just that dramatic
my life it
seems is one
of various extremes
in love then
longing in despair
then content around
others then alone
near to nothing
and then whole
these extremes have
forged the steel
that I am
just like fire
and water do
to raw iron
Difference
Don’t ever
think of
me as
an inspiration
for all
I’ve done
is what
we’re all
capable of
doing my
best with
what I
have had
and doing
that is
what made
the difference
IButterfly
And this
the start
of holidays
always brings
my life
into focus
as though
the world
itself sees
everything I
have lost
under microscope
and me
dodging like
a freshly
pinned butterfly
wishing to
just fly
