My fear of
What I eventually
Had to do
Was far worse
Than the thing
That I did
For when done
What was once
Fear turned immediately
Into my relief
As though for
So long I
Being a child
Had held my
Breath in some
Desperate hope of
Being noticed and
Now at long
Last I being
The man that
I had hoped
You would be
Finally breathe again
Such is this
Thing called goodbye
Omg we wish
That we were
It that we
Were the thing
That what we
Hap hoped for
But never gotten
As though what
We always wanted
Had to ride
Shotgun
Fuck fuck fuck
Fucking fuck fuck
Fuck fuck like
Really fucked like
No kidding fucked
Like how fucked
Can this be
It’s this fucked
It’s this fucked
Let us not
Worry about forever
Let us think
Just about today
Let us see
Not just watch
Let us feel
Not just think
And let us
Hold hold onto
Not just hug
For hugged things
Always slip away
To someone else
And yet again
As love is
Known to do
It surprised me
Coming from behind
Around a corner
Or even from
Right in front
It did appear
Like a sultan
On a camel
In the dessert
Of my life
Take my hand
I will take
You to my
Tent give you
Drink bathe you
In fragrant water
Letting you rest
For a while
There with me
In loves oasis
