RelationshipEnd

When do you know

That something is over

When all that excitement

Of revealing and knowing

All of that newness

Turns into the burden

Of accepting what hurts

It’s not the hurt

Which causes the pain

It’s the accepting it

Accepting something that hurts

Is like being waterboarded

Forced to absorb something

To the point of

Drowning struggling for air

You tell your torturer

Anything to survive this

But it’s not what

They want to hear

And so you’re killed

Though not you exactly

It’s really your love

That’s when it’s over

LessEqualsMore

There’s this in between

A point of equilibrium

A place of comfort

When what is lacking

And what is grand

Are neither less than

Or greater than the

Other meaning that what

Attracts you and what

Detracts you is balanced

By who they are

This equity you uncover

Is when you discover

That you’re in love

ConversationWithGod

Back to my knees

Lord where art thou

Here in my darkness

I implored the Heavens

To relieve me from

Despair have my sins

Prompted such turmoil have

I not been noticed

For my kindness nor

My love for others

Where are You

And then God said

I am the bottom

Upon which you have

Fallen which you kneel

Consider this do not

Sprouts spring from below

Do not trees rise

From the forest floor

Do not clouds gather

Rain from the oceans

Does not absolutely everything

Begin from where you

Find yourself to be

Now my dear boy

Start from here and

Be on your way

Just like everything else

HappyPride 🏳️‍🌈

I’ve always been different

It runs through my

Veins like water through

A gorge I’ve always

Known that ever since

I was a child

So being gay seemed

Normal part and parcel

But to so many

Others being gay was

So unusual that they

Hid their uniqueness shied

Away from the others

Until June Pride Month

When the rainbow colors

Fly far and wide

For all the world

To see celebrating not

Just being LGBTQ+ but

Also everyone’s vibrant uniqueness

MyMorning

The morning sun slips

Through my blinds like

Slivered almonds landing on

My chin and chest

As my coffee cools

Beside me like a

Patient dog seeking affection

Bed linens tossed aside

Like an after thought

Like wrapping paper destruction

On late Christmas mornings

And sitting here alone

With these three things

I am at peace

Before the wars begin