MeMirror

I have enjoyed a 
great life filled with
adventure and many opportunities
I have felt loved
and I have given
love and I have
laughed
not just at things
or at others or
at other’s things but
at myself as well
And now as I
sit in this my
last phase of life
I spend most time
in front of the
mirror and reflecting most
upon my wrinkles for
it is within them
where I can see
all of the others
who’ve walked with me

Hook

Why do we bait
why do we say
half of what we
mean when what we
mean is kept secret
Just what are we
afraid of hearing if
we say what we
do indeed truly mean
I feel like I’m
dancing with shadows and
ghosts having the appearance
of someone but when
I reach out to
touch they poof disappear
or they take on
the coldness of the
wall or the sidewalk
or anything else that
upon which they appear
they become Oh if
only we could be
what we mean and
not just the worm
hiding that steely hook

Christmas

Here I sit thinking 
there you lay sleeping
in the other room
almost like Christmas I
know that soon I
can unwrap you but
first I need to
get thoughts and words
said here you’re used
to this by now
this cheating of sorts
just me and thoughts
and coffee and cigars
and words selfish pursuits
until at last I
go back to you

JustLaugh

I have often wondered 
just what it is
that attracts me to
someone else and what
attracts them to me
it’s such a haphazard
serendipitous thing that even
bet makers in Vegas
turn the other cheek
Maybe the eyes maybe
the smile maybe the
voice or the vibe
I think it’s the
laugh for within a
laugh I hear the
actual sigh of God

Rather

I think that now 
after the dust settled
what I truly want
is friends not lovers
I’ve had lovers so
many in fact that
I could field an
entire baseball team and
and now rather than
playing the game I’d
rather sit in the
stands eating popcorn and
hotdogs and cheering those
on who still want
to play to win
Me I’d rather watch
I no longer can
weather the losing and
winning lost its charm