It’sJustThat

~ Harlan Didrickson 

When will I
have the chance 
to be the 
child again when 
can I stop
when can I 
just stop this 
bleeding 
when will this 
be enough 
when will this 
whatever this is 
be the thing 
that whomever you 
are or will
be’s looking for 
okay maybe it’s 
the vodka talking 
but uhm
*sigh

it’s just that 
it’s just that