Thinking (for Cindy J-H)

I find myself swimming 
frequently in a pool
very few know about 
it’s there where I 
undress unashamedly for no 
one else will find 
me there it’s cool
and it is calm
and it is deep 
so deep in fact 
that no matter how 
far I dive I 
never touch the bottom 
it is I guess 
my minds very own 
treehouse a place for 
it to go and 
pretend and sometimes dream 
a place of comfort 
and of joy and 
of peace and of 
serenity a place where 
I always find myself 
having lost the same 
when I’m not swimming