Leaf

I’m torn 
a letter 
in two 
the first 
part praise 
the second 
a series 
of whynot’s 
some days 
I read
the top
while others 
with frequency 
I read 
the bottom 
I should 
throw out 
one or 
the other 
I know 
but both
are different 
sides of 
the same 
fallen leaf