Spinning

I don’t 
even know 
anymore everything 
I did
I don’t 
and I 
wonder now 
if I 
ever did 
it’s like 
this life
keeps tapping 
me on
shoulder and 
when turning 
to see
it runs
behind again 
and me
a toy
top spinning 
one day
I suppose 
I’ll catch 
it and 
stop this 
dizzying dance
and see
what all 
this has 
been about