Hibernate

Maybe one day 
I will emerge 
from this sleepiness 
ready to love 
but for now 
I find great
comfort in aloneness 
the yakity yak
of drama silent 
the trickery of 
truth and backstory 
of all those 
others and why
they never stuck
of failed expectations 
and of disappointment 
causing my retreat 
and solo hibernation 
maybe one day 
and maybe not 
just a whole 
bunch of maybes 
staving off mayhem 
roll over I
do caring not 
to venture out 
beyond my den