Standstill

It was just 
my dream you 
after the nightmare 
him that left
me too vulnerable 
that I hitched 
and latched myself 
to the first 
wagon I saw 
the chain which 
I hooked to 
you might’ve saved 
me but like 
an anchor tangled 
in my silt
slowing you down 
bringing us both 
to a standstill