Holes

Looking back 
at it
now holes
are interesting 
things frequently 
filled in
with bodies 
of blame 
or left 
gaping open 
like some 
feeble testament 
of suffering 
me I
ignore and 
avoid them 
itty bitty 
monuments of 
something that 
once was 
left for 
others to 
gaze upon 
and wonder 
just what 
happened here