Leave

No matter what 
you try to 
do no matter 
how many times 
they always leave 
and here I 
sit thinking if
maybe might have 
I could have 
should have did 
or didn’t do 
that it makes 
me dizzy but 
no matter they
always do leave 
onto something else 
that maybe someday 
I will understand 
until then this 
heart which once 
had been brimming 
sits broken and 
wrung out like 
a dish rag 
ready for washing