Whims

Finally oh lord 
after all this 
time my focus 
is on me
and my whimsy 
and not whims
such a waste 
and such folly
as are whims
low in value 
high in cost 
and so fleeting 
funny how whim
includes a him
and their nonsense 
on to tickles 
and glee and 
all of the 
other things that 
make me be