I finally understand now
after years of marching
that where I am
could have only been
found after after after
all those other things
had been found found
found and this place
that I have found
after having already found
so many other couldn’t
have even been imagined
had I not ever
not found the others
Author: Harlan Didrickson
I first started writing this blog as a way to refocus my thinking after a debilitating mental breakdown in 2008. Having been educated in writing, I had hoped that my love for words would have left a trail for me to follow and, well, here we are.
LvW
I think that what
I’m trying to say
is that why should
I anymore having tried
before I sit and
wonder if trying is
even worth the pain
of yet another disappointment
yet another failed expectation
just one more L
in the loss column
that maybe I should
get used to this
because this is better
than any more losses
HappyParable
I once knew someone
who was convinced that
his soul had been
saved from eternal damnation
by making this pact
with the overlord of
darkness You must make
everyone else that you
ever will meet happy
knowing that whatever you
do or they do
for you you shall
never enjoy the same
What’s the difference then
between your hell and
what you’re offering me
Because what I’m offering
you you’ve already lived
which brought you here
Does this sound familiar
PostNight
Low clouds hang over
the foothills of the
front range looking like
turtlenecks for peaks behind
peeking like shy Geisha
girls from behind fans
last nights storm clouds
hang low like the
halos of the angels
damned to eternal hell
NotMuch
I don’t have much
in terms of things
I don’t have money
or much money anyway
But what I do
have is a heart
filled with the memories
of my extraordinary life
the faces of all
who came along for
this rollercoaster ride of
which has not yet
stopped and which will
continue to climb and
drop and twist and
turn until the end
