AlwaysAgain

Sometimes in life

You find someone

Or they you

As time goes

You may lose

Them again as

Easily as found

But one thing

That brings about

Is the chance

Of finding again

If not them

Then the memory

ThatLittleLump (to Bean)

Sometimes we can’t shake

The shambles that we

Left something in it’s

Impossible to clean house

Completely when you know

That there’s a bin

Filled with painful memories

Tucked in some corner

I have to steely

Myself to even approach

Much less open it

What I want to

Avoid is the tsunami

Of emotion I know

Is coming I want

To flee rather than

Confront I want to

Dismiss to hide things

Under the rug of

My life and pretend

That the little lump

At the far corner

Is not in fact

The beating heart of

Someone that I loved

So many years ago

WantNeedThink

If I don’t want

Then I don’t need

I don’t play games

With words placing importance

If I don’t want

Then I don’t think

If I’m not thinking

Of say maybe you

Then you no longer

Exist in the place

That I kept you

Making room for more

Likely someone that I

Will be thinking about

Go

Letting go of one

Means you can grab

Another we only have

Two hands one to

Reach and the other

To hold it’s a

Juggling game switching one

To the next only

Ever really having one

Either let go of

What you know or

Let go of what

You want one might

Become the other but

Something has to go

Newness

There is comfort

In the uncomfortable

There is newness

Sometimes our comfort

Being a thing

Of old masquerades

It brings acceptance

And our complacency

It begins to

Grind which we

Don’t hear having

Gotten used to

The hum but

Once we switch

Off the machine

And step free

The discomfort of

Silence almost immediately

Brings those deep

Sighs of hope