Rather

I think that now 
after the dust settled 
what I truly want 
is friends not lovers 
I’ve had lovers so 
many in fact that 
I could field an 
entire baseball team and 
and now rather than 
playing the game I’d
rather sit in the 
stands eating popcorn and 
hotdogs and cheering those 
on who still want 
to play to win 
Me I’d rather watch 
I no longer can 
weather the losing and
winning lost its charm