When did cautious become
a thing when did
disbelief and suspicion become
the emotions du jour
served cold with a
side of chilled apathy
when did we start
losing our foot holds
on the side of
maybe better mountain as
we en mass scratched
and clawed to the
top only to discover
that we are indeed
just Sisyphus tasked with
an unyielding unwieldy foe
an eternity or what
seems like one of
pushing up something or
someone never meant to
be there with us
why do we feel
compelled to take anyone
along with us when
life itself is hard
enough if I had
known back then that
the people and relationships
that I gathered and
kept in pockets and
bundles and bags throughout
my life would be
my very own boulder
to push uphill for
eternity I would have
remained as naked as
the day I was
born with no pockets
ever needing to fill