ThatMeThing

I’m no longer 
looking have already 
found that thing
which hasn’t been 
and it’s funny 
when I recall 
my own despair 
I finally realized 
that I myself 
lacked this thing 
and that I 
then looked for 
that very thing 
always in others 
thinking that maybe 
just maybe but 
never considering that 
what that thing 
was was me