Moments

Just sitting here
coffee in hand 
blowing steam like 
I used to 
bubbles and wondering 
where’d it go 
all of that
the joyous ease
of glee and 
awe that now 
has been replaced 
by daily sweeps 
pushing aside memories 
that haunt me 
I’ve become my
very own mindkeeper
mindlessly mindful moving 
through the minefield 
of various moments