Grand(er)(est) (for Jaime)

There’s a stark difference 
between career and vocation 
A career is what 
you’d like to be 
whereas a vocation is 
what you were meant 
to be the hard
part isn’t in the 
achieving or even the 
success the hard part 
is the admitting oh
you can spend your 
entire life dodging and 
ducking swerving and skidding 
but what is meant 
to be will always 
be I caution you 
to stop your suffering 
and just give in
for just like dying 
you have to trust 
that there’s something grander