Imagined

If you only knew 
only knew how many 
times I imagined you 
imagining you with me 
if you only knew 
how I would hold 
you how I did 
hold you when I 
imagined you if you 
only knew then and 
now I think about 
then then when I 
imagined you because now 
I have and do 
and even in my 
wildest of imagining you 
I never imagined you 
to be like this