ReallyReally

It’s just not 
it’s not here
and not there 
don’t tell me 
to look there 
for I have 
I have looked 
everywhere well everywhere 
it’s ever been 
and wherever I
have gone before 
it’s just not 
and now I’m 
beginning to wonder 
if it ever 
really had been 
if it’s not 
where I thought 
then really was
it ever really